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[18 Dec 2006|01:33am] |
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Right now I am happy. This is good. Very good.
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[04 Dec 2006|01:13am] |
Excited/nervous about tomorrow's show. Pumped to see Achilles, excited to play another show.
Things have been kind of looking up lately. My Nonna sold her house and is moving in Webster. Im excited to be able to see her more. Kyle found a 5 bedroom/2 bath house for $875 a month + utilities. Maybe something will happen with that? But moving out=more responsibilities, less money, more bad luck. Who knows. There's a slight spark that seems to be trying to fully catch. Maybe it will?
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[08 Nov 2006|02:23am] |
I just moved all my stuff downstairs and I currently live in my basement. It's quite nice I suppose. Right near my guitar and drums and stuff. More privacy, room to myself for first time in 18 years. I hung curtains up along the stairs so it feels more private like my own room. Kinda cool.
Ive been sleeping a lot lately, something that's fairly unfamiliar to me. Sleep. That's nice to. But for some reason im still tired. So tired. Work is tiring and boring. Slow season. Tired, tired, tired. I dont know what to do anymore. Im so bored with my life right now. Actually i dont know. Sometimes I am, sometimes I am not. Overally I am just lonely, most of my friends go to school out of town. And the rest will be leaving out of state soon. It sucks. Ive been closer to my friends in Irondequoit which makes me happy. Ive known them for a long time but just now have gotten to really know them. And hanging out more with them is good. I cant just sit around and wait for people to come to me and be my friend. Just gotta take advantage of the relationships I have with people I know now. Even though I am not that great at meeting NEW people. Introducing myself and such. Oh well.
I need a girl in my life again. Maybe that will help with the boringness? the drearyness? maybe..who knows. Lots of things seem so drab as of right now. Just this seasonal depression shit I have going on like always. I dont want to tell any doctors, cause that means meds and other useless mind fucking shit. I can get through it myself. Sometimes it can help with my creativeness too. Musically.
I been doing pushups everynight for some while now. The numbers vary. Sometime 40. Sometime 70. Sometime 100. Depends on how bored I am. Depends on how much time I have. Ah well. I guess its what I have to do. I dont want my body to rot as quickly as Its going to. I just want everyone to move back home and have things the way they used to be. But..that will never happen. damn. Gotta stop wishing for stuff and start doing it. Yeah.
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[21 Sep 2006|01:15am] |
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I was just about to go to bed, but I just realized I haven't updated this in a while.
Whom They Destroy's first show was tonight. We did alright I suppose, my pedal as well as Jon's got messed up or our cords or something. I dont know, I still have to toy with my new (used) head i got. To try to make it louder. I will probably just replace the tubes in a month or two. Who knows.
I did a lot of shit today, went to the bank, music shop, band practice, wegmans for "dinner", dodgeball, then the show. I am so fuckin' tired and sore and times like these that remind how shitty being single CAN be. I probably shouldnt be complaining. But I dont know. I have a really hard time explaining anything about myself when it comes to that stuff. It'd be nice to have someone to be close with again and see and all that fun stuff. Eh, who knows. I don't really have much to write about. I guess that's it. Fuckin' lonely. oi.
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[14 Aug 2006|01:40am] |
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Thank you to everyone for coming to the last Destrux show and making it so memorable. I truely love you all.
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[30 Jul 2006|07:21pm] |
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Camping was very interesting. Don't want to go back to work. Jarad and I decided we are in need of girlfriends. Pictures soon. Okay.
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[11 Jul 2006|12:55pm] |
Last night was the most amazing night of my life. Seeing Annihilation Time fucking ruled so hard, and the Waste too. But that was my 6th time seeing them. Surprisingly Sean O and Sean Neary came along with myself, Pat and Jarad. It kind of sucks it takes alcohol for Sean O to do anything really fun and to be out-going. Oh well, maybe he'll step it up in the sober world...someday.
It was seriouslly such an awesome night, but I wish I never came home. I found out my grandfather died while I was in Syracuse last night. I didn't really sleep at all I just kept thinking about so much shit. I felt sadness/depressed of course but at the same time relieved. For the past months of his strokes on top of strokes, being wheelchair bound, non-responsive. My grandmother was just getting to tired for it, I could tell. But it showed how much she really loved him. When I would visit, I couldnt help but wonder if he still remembered me and what was happening through his eyes. He could barely speak English anymore, but the way he looked at me made me feel he did remember me. I held his hand in the hospital room a couple days ago while he lay there basically lifeless on an oxygen tank. But for some reason, it was the most comfortable/peaceful hes looked in months. His death is saddening but also good at the same time. It helps bring closure I think to my Mom and Grandmother and Aunts for the months of stressful situations, and brings everyone to not be so stressed anymore. This is probably the deepest entry I have written and sorry to all who feel like shit after reading this. But dont. If you have any love for someone dont take it for granted, spend as much time with the ones you do love, even your family. This is going to be a long week.
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[06 Jul 2006|07:09pm] |
Went camping for a couple days up to Kring Point with Sean-o and Pat. We suprised Sam and Nikki. It was a pretty rad time. Two weeks until us three and about 12 others go for a full week to old forge and then krings. This is the last before everyone (almost) goes to College. So it should be a blast as usual. I'm probably quitting boring ass World Wide News soon to do Roofing with my twin, Mike Rodriquez. I need more money, and WWN doesnt give me any hours and it sucks shit-dogs. Summer has been rad so far, I started a new band with Jarad, Zach, Phil and Matt(Phil Collins). It's basically a real heavy Black Sabbath influenced HC Punk band. I'm also probably starting another band with John Cuminale, and Jon Garwood playing drums. Somewhere along the lines of Cut The Shit maybe? I am looking forward to meeting new people this summer and traveling as much as I can. That will all come in August when I tour with I OBJECT!, which should be quite a good time.
I've also learned not to be so damn nice to people who dont appreciate shit and dont deserve for me to be nice to them. Shit is bogus. And all I have to say for Sunday is..
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[27 Jun 2006|07:37pm] |
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I lost my CD case in my car. Or someone stole it. I dont know how. But I am fuckin' pissed. Fuckidy Fuck FUCKFUCKFUCKFUFUFHCKCKCKCKCKKKKKKKKKKKSHITWHORECUNT.
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[12 Jun 2006|11:32pm] |
Stolen from Tam X Tam.
1. single?
indeed
2. LONGEST RELATIONSHIP?
a year and a half?
3. LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED?
uhhhh, taxi driver?
4. Ever dropped a cell phone?
mine is shredded to bits
5. WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT?
every morning dude! push-ups & sit-ups. Prison style!
6. THING(S) YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY ON?
food. which i should stop. gives me indigestion.
7. LAST FOOD YOU ATE?
banana :-)
8. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?
race/religion/skin color.
9. ONE FAVORITE SONG:
don't stop me now - Queen
10. WHERE DO YOU LIVE?
Webster
13. FAVORITE MALL STORE:
the exit doors
14.LONGEST JOB YOU HAD?
a year or something
15. DO YOU OWN A PAIR OF DICE?
maybe?
16. DO YOU PRANK CALL PEOPLE?
haha hell yes!
17. LAST WEDDING YOU ATTENDED:
My cousins a couple years ago.
18. FIRST FRIEND YOU'D CALL IF YOU WON THE LOTTERY:
probably sean o.
19. LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR BEST FRIEND(s):
everyday
20. FAVORITE FAST FOOD RESTAURANT:
was taco bell. no more fast food for me.
21. BIGGEST LIE YOU HAVE HEARD?
Liberacci wasnt gay.
22. EVER BEEN MARRIED?
to 8 euro-wives.
23. WHERE'S YOUR FAVORITE PLACE TO EAT WITH FRIENDS?
you know, that place.
24. CAN YOU COOK?
of course
25. WHAT CAR DO YOU DRIVE?:
a fuckin dodge neon.
26. BEST KISS?
some MILF i met at victorias secret.
27. LAST TIME YOU CRIED?:
last time I was on the toilet.
28. MOST DISLIKED FOOD:
coconut
29. THING YOU LIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF:
my butt
30. THING YOU DISLIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF:
my "pringles can"
32. LONGEST SHIFT YOU HAVE WORKED AT A JOB?:
56 hours in one day
33. FAVORITE MOVIE?
taxi driver, duh! or repo-man.
34. CAN YOU SING?
of course.
35. LAST CONCERT ATTENDED?:
Bad Business?
36. LAST KISS?
Probably my dog.
37. LAST MOVIE RENTED?
rentings for squares.
38.ONE THING YOU NEVER LEAVE THE HOUSE WITHOUT:
my right sock.
39. FAVORITE VACATION SPOT?:
Kring Point-1000 islands.
43. LAPTOP OR DESKTOP COMPUTER?:
both at the same time, no macs please.
44. FAVORITE COMEDIAN?
bob saget
45. DO YOU SMOKE?
the only member in my family who never has and never will.
46. SLEEP WITH OR WITHOUT CLOTHES?
without usually
47. WHO SLEEPS WITH YOU EVERY NIGHT?:
my brother.....in his bed.
48. DO LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIPS WORK?:
not gonna lie.....no.
49. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BEEN PULLED OVER BY THE POLICE?:
me driving? twice. but no tickets.
50. PANCAKES OR FRENCH TOAST?
neither, fuckin gross.
51. DO YOU LIKE COFFEE?:
no.
52 HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS?
over easy
53. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ASTROLOGY?
ass-o-what?
54. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?:
sean oh?
55. LAST PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALL LIST?:
sean oh
56. WHAT WAS THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU RECIEVED?
something from ken-ball.
58. NUMBER OF PILLOWS?:
un
59. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW?:
nine shocks terror shirt, black jeans.
60. PICK A LYRIC, ANY LYRIC OR SONG?:
dont say motherfucker, motherfucker.
61. WHAT KIND OF JELLY DO YOU LIKE ON YOUR PB & J SANDWICH?:
"fuck american jelly. shit tastes like garbage"- are you fuckin' serious? girl you need some smucker's grape jelly in your life.
62. CAN YOU PLAY POOL?:
kind of?
63. CAN YOU SWIM?
im not a retarded amputee
64. FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
cookie dough or vanilla.
65. DO YOU LIKE MAPS?:
i like mapquest
66. TELL ME A RANDOM FACT ABOUT YOURSELF:
ive had sideburns since 9th grade and have never shaved them completely off?
68. EVER ATTEND A THEME PARTY?:
yeah the theme was to dress as your favorite vegetable, I was Terri Schiavo.
69. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON?:
summer, early autumn/fall.
70. LAST TIME YOU LAUGHED AT SOMETHING STUPID?
today
71. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP THIS MORNING ?
6:52 am
72. BEST THING ABOUT WINTER?
nothing at all
73. LAST TIME A COP GAVE YOU A TICKET?:
never
75. NAME OF YOUR PET?:
Luca or Luke
76. DO YOU THINK PIRATES ARE COOL OR OVERRATED?:
gay
77. WHAT ARE YOU DOING THIS WEEKEND:
hiring midget hookers for father's day.
78. BIRTHDATE:
March 15th (Ides of March/Julius Caesar's death) 1988
79. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE?
a livejournal quiz cause everyone would do me.
85. ARE YOU ON A LAPTOP?:
no
87. ARE YOU SMILING?:
no
89. DO YOU MISS SOMEONE RIGHT NOW?
not really
90. IF YOU COULD GO ANYWHERE IN THE WORLD WHERE WOULD YOU GO?
Back to Italy
92. ARE YOU IN HIGH SCHOOL?:
not as of wedensday!
93. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?:
on Ben Savage.
94. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NAME?
adam banana
95. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR BATHING SUIT?
red short shorts
96. DOES YOUR SCHOOL START IN AUGUST?
no
97. DID YOU GO ON VACATION LAST MONTH?:
nope
98. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON A CRUISE?:
nope
99. DO YOU HAVE A SISTER?
yes, sadly, very, very sadly.
100. ARE YOU UPSTAIRS:
downstairs
101. NAME AN OBSESSION:
playing music
102. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN THE HOSPITAL?
yes
103. DO YOU WISH YOU COULD SEE ANYONE PARTICULAR RIGHT NOW?:
Ryan Cappelletti. I dont know why or the ANS dudes.
104. WHAT JEWELRY ARE YOU WEARING?
the zipper on my jeans is like a gold color?
105. WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO AFTER THIS SURVEY?
jerk off a stale fish.
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[06 Jun 2006|03:35pm] |
HAPPY 6.6.6 FUKKERS!
MUST SEE OMEN RE-MAKE!
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[26 May 2006|05:09pm] |
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It's been a bit since I updated. I don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing. Anyways...
..I got a job at World Wide News about a month ago, it's been kind of slow because it just opened recently but business should pick up after the grand opening June 1st which means more hours. Cool. Lately I've just been playing guitar and drums all the time with all my free time which is basically, always. I'm hoping something will come out of it like a new band and if not, oh well. School is out in 2 1/2 weeks, and never again will I have to go back. So many things to look back on, friends, relationships, classmates. Lately I've been thinking about old friends and what not and just how shitty it sometimes feel things got messed up. I guess you cannot trust everyone. Or how you can go from being so close with someone to almost like you just met. It really sucks and feels shitty at the same time. I don't know. I'm kind of scared for this summer, and moving on with my life (even though I have no idea what I want to do anymore). I'm confused about a lot of shit, and the only thing that helps is..well, actually I don't know. Maybe more skating and hanging out with friends. I'm not really sure. I hate reading old livejournal entries, it brings back so much shit in my head, and it makes me feel real shitty. Goddamn. I think I'm going to visit my Grandfathers at the Nursing home and cemetery this weekend. Who knows. Sorry for the lame entry.
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[22 Apr 2006|05:47pm] |
I have a job interview Monday at World Wide News in Webster. Should be interesting, I'll be pretty happy if I get a job there, then I'd get free MRR's. Spring Break has been very...interesting, excited, and relaxing for the most part. Other than some regretful mishaps, good hang out sessions were had, so that's cool. All I really care about right now is getting my Senior Project speech done in May and for June to get here, more distinctively, June 27th-July3rd...that's all I need right now. 4 Months until I'll be most likely moving, right now I feel Nervous/Excited/Enthused about it, but i'm sure how i am feeling now will be nothing compared to how I weel feel the day before I leave.
WACKA.WACKA.
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[11 Apr 2006|03:11pm] |
Go to Wikipedia.com and type in your birthday, not including year (I.E. March 15 is mine) And post all the events that occured, minus deaths and births, I noticed a lot of Italian dudes were born and died on my birthday...weird. Anyways, On March 15th of...
44 BC - Julius Caesar, Dictator of the Roman Republic, is stabbed to death by Marcus Junius Brutus, Decimus Junius Brutus and several other Roman senators on the Ides of March.
351 - Constantius II elevates his cousin Gallus to Caesar, and puts him in charge of the Eastern part of the Roman Empire.
1311 - Battle of Halmyros: The Catalan Company defeats Walter V of Brienne to take control of the Duchy of Athens, a Crusader state in Greece.
1493 - Christopher Columbus returns to Spain after his first trip to the Americas.
1545 - First meeting of the Council of Trent.
1672 - Charles II of England issues the Royal Declaration of Indulgence.
1781 - American Revolutionary War: Battle of Guilford Courthouse - Near present-day Greensboro, North Carolina, 1,900 British troops under General Charles Cornwallis defeat an American force numbering 4,400.
1783 - In an emotional speech in Newburgh, New York, George Washington asks his officers not to support the Newburgh Conspiracy. The plea is successful and the threatened coup d'etat never takes place.
1820 - Maine becomes the 23rd U.S. state.
1827 - The University of Toronto is chartered.
1848 - Revolution breaks out in Pest. The Habsburg rulers are compelled to meet the demands of the Reform party.
1873 - Phi Sigma Kappa Fraternity is founded at Massachusetts Agricultural College
1877 - The first Test cricket match begins, between England and Australia.
1892 - Liverpool Football Club founded by John Houlding
1906 - Rolls-Royce Ltd. is registered.
1909 - Selfridges department store opens in London.
1916 - President Woodrow Wilson sends 12,000 United States troops over the U.S.-Mexico border to pursue Pancho Villa.
1917 - Tsar Nicholas II of Russia abdicates himself and his son from the Russian throne and his brother the Grand Duke becomes Tsar.
1919 - The American Legion forms in Paris.
1922 - After Egypt gains nominal independence from the United Kingdom, Fuad I becomes King of Egypt.
1939 - World War II: Nazi troops occupy the remaining part of Bohemia and Moravia; Czechoslovakia ceases to exist.
1943 - World War II: Third Battle of Kharkov - the Germans retook the city of Kharkov from the Soviet armies in bitter street fighting.
1944 - World War II: Battle of Monte Cassino - Allied aircraft bomb the Nazi-held monastery and stage an assault.
1952 - In Cilaos, Réunion, 73 inches (1,870mm) of rain falls in one day, setting a new world record.
1953 - World contact day
1956 - The Broadway musical My Fair Lady opens in New York City.
1961 - South Africa withdraws from the Commonwealth of Nations.
1963 - Victor Feguer, a Federal prisoner, is put to death at the Fort Madison, Iowa prison. This would be the last execution of a Federal prisoner until the execution of Timothy McVeigh in 2001.
1970 - The Expo '70 world's fair opens in Osaka, Japan.
1988 - Publication of Marvin Minsky's Society of Mind theory.
1988 - The Halabja poison gas attack of the Iran-Iraq War begins.
1989 - The United States Department of Veterans Affairs is established.
1990 - Gulf War: Iraq hangs British journalist Farzad Bazoft for spying.
1990 - Mikhail Gorbachev is elected as the first executive president of the Soviet Union.
1990 - The Soviet Union announces that Lithuania's declaration of independence is invalid.
1990 - The ethnic clashes of Targu Mures begin on the anniversary of the Revolutions of 1848 in the Habsburg areas.
1991 - Four Los Angeles, California police officers are indicted for the videotaped March 3, 1991 beating of motorist Rodney King during an arrest.
1991 - Germany formally regains complete independence after the four post-World War II occupying powers (France, the United Kingdom, the United States and the Soviet Union) relinquish all remaining rights.
1998 - Titanic defeats Star Wars for the #1 place in the North American domestic box office, grossing $471 million.
2004 - Announcement of the discovery of 90377 Sedna, the farthest natural object in the Solar system so far observed.
2006 - The 18th Commonwealth Games open in Melbourne, Australia.
2006 - Sony announce that the Sony PlayStation 3 will be delayed until Late November
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[05 Apr 2006|09:16pm] |
Jon's fat ass owning me + Getting Municipally Wasted= +++++++++++
We (Destrux) gave the most ridiculous interview to Trevor and his camera last night. He's making a DVD about us with old footage and is recording our last few shows. Rightous...I guess.
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[31 Mar 2006|12:00pm] |
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76 degrees at noon in the end of march in Rochester, NY = cool in my book.
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[25 Mar 2006|12:29am] |
Last weekend (Friday-Monday)=Most amazing time ever.
..I have been meeting with my counselor, Mr.Callard the past few days talking about some ideas for jobs I could get down in Florida. He's been working with me putting together a resume to send to some temp agencies that offer entry level employee work in the Tampa area. Hopefully that all works, I also need to find a roomate(s) if I find a job in the Tampa vicinity. But for now, I must put work towards this and myself graduating. Me finally maturing? I think so....probably not. I need to shred!
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[14 Mar 2006|08:10pm] |
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So tomorrow I turn 18..I don't know what to expect, other than the fact I can drive after 9, buy myself cigs, porn and lottery tickets and swim in piles of them. Gillete sent me this box saying happy 18th birthday and it had the new fusion razor in it with a can of shaving gel....I have no idea how they know my birthday or who I am or my address, maybe they put little cameras in their mach 3 razors, or something. Yesterday at work this dude Frank was listening to Iron Maiden, who would've thought a mid 40 year old guy wearing a free-mason jacket would listen to Iron Maiden? poop.
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